Sunday, March 30, 2014

The Storm


Her hair was soft and golden blonde, shimmering in the sunset. His was thick and black like a horse’s mane and it’s where he got his nickname from. Her skin was milky white, against her conservative, bright, floral dress that was flapping in the wind on her long pale legs. He sat, the complete opposite to her, skin tight from a dark tan, in denim shorts he had cut from old jeans and his bare chest showing the creases of his toned stomach. The two sat side by side in weathered old deck chairs humming away to the tune Mane strummed on his guitar. The strings vibrated strong into the evening in time with the crickets buzzing away in the wild grass. The wind was whipping up blowing a sweet sent of salty air from the beaches down below along with the heat that was radiating off the hot sand.
“The Gods are starting a fight…” Mane commented pointing to the blackening sky.
The girl, whose name was Lizzie looked up boldly to the sky and smirked.
“No” She laughed, “They’re hungry.”
Mane laughed along with her, so taken by her different views on the world.  Where he had been brought up, among the pine trees and rivers in America he had been taught that thunderstorms meant nothing but trouble and here Lizzie was, completely amused and relaxed by it.
She held a Polaroid camera neatly in her hands. It was a gift from Mane for her birthday and although he really couldn’t afford it, he had made sure he had given her the best present he possibly could, even if it meant washing dishes at the town pub for the next 40 years of his life.
She snapped away two pictures quickly, one of Mane smiling down at his guitar and another of the wide, open field before them.
“Don’t waste the film” Mane joked a slight hint of worry in his voice as he thought about the fact that he wouldn’t be able to afford to buy her more.
Lizzie looked at him, eyes gleaming and it wasn’t until the raindrops, like tears began to run down his chest, pooling at his belly, that he realised what she was grinning at.   The skies opened quickly letting rain hit them like small bullets. Mane pulled his chair back under the cover of the veranda and tried to compete with the needle like sound of the rain hitting the earth around them.
Lizzie stood from her chair and spun a few times, hands out stretched like a sacrifice. Mane began to strum harder and let his voice break out loudly in song along with her spins.
“Dance with me!” Lizzie yelled above the thunder.
Mane continued to sing as lightning lit up their surroundings like the brightest day in spring. Lizzie’s mouth dropped as she lifted her camera to try and capture her awe, the beauty of her surroundings.
“Dance with me!” Lizzie called again, this time as she unbuttoned the back of her dress, letting it slip awkwardly to the ground.
Mane watched her in amazement, his heart pounding as she danced away to the drums of the storm, nearly naked.
Slowly he lifted from his seat and set his guitar aside. Lizzie barely noticed the ring of his music washing away with the rain.
He watched her grinning under the rain, counting as moments flew by before he reached 10 and ran to her, scooping her up in his arms.
Together they danced, hand in hand, bare skin upon bare skin, with not a care in the world, to the song of an empty stomach.

My dead pixel.


I just turned my computer on straight after I just had turned it off. I want to write. So I turn on my computer, a thousand thoughts rushing through my head. They’re good thoughts…I could write a novel. Ideas like Mozart’s great symphonies swim in my head but I cannot bring them from my imagination to the written page. According to a famous photographer the…hmm I forget exactly how he said it…. but essentially he said that the skill, and the greatness in art… and in life is being able to bring things out of your imagination into the physical world. I guess that means I’m not great…yet. (Of course.)
I turn my computer on and the screen is bright and it stuns me. My thoughts instantly vanish and my focus is on the single dead pixel to the left of my screen. Sometimes it consumes me. Today it consumes me. I always try and brush it away like I do all the other gross specs of dusk but it always stays. Always STAYS. It’s been there since the very day I bought my computer and I never did anything about it. “A single dead pixels – its nothing!” But it’s a dead pixel. Its dead. The idea of something dead in front of me as I try and create greatness bugs me. The tiny little spec of black among a sea of glowing colour bugs me. I’m sitting here writing about a dead pixel because in the 4 years I have owned my laptop the dead pixel has caught my attention a hundred thousand times over. Its one of those thoughts that seems complete normal until after a long period of time thinking you’re normal, and its nothing, you admit it to another human and you realise you’re fucking insane and you realise sometimes its not good to bring things from the imagination or unconscious into the real world. Some things are meant to stay secret. My dead pixel is no longer a secret.